disclaimer

i get the feeling that a lot of people are trying to get a lot from me right now. and i don't think that anyone is completely satisfied with any of it. sometimes life is a zero-sum end-game and that's unfortunate. but, if we all have a little patience and a little faith, i think we'll be okay.

on another note, i'm wrestling internally. if we notice a pattern, can it ever be due to coincidence? as everything is interdependent and our choices bring us to where we are, can it really be random? mathematically, i would say no with strong confidence. is it our inability to see the true depths and real variables in the decision? or is there a point, where all people should be able to exercise this capability to a certain level and repeated "surprises" are a failure in the system? think, think, think.